The other day I wrote down some stuff in my journal that I thought I would share with you guys. Just to show you that I am human and that I feel down at times.
Typically I am a very happy and positive person. I am a huge advocate for the law of attraction and things like that. I believe that you can truly achieve anything, but you have to work really hard. Sometimes I don’t know if I am working hard enough or not.
I have super big dreams in life. One of my favorite things to do in my free time is to just day dream. This year I finally decided that I was going to start achieving my dreams. I finally came to the realization that they weren’t just going to fall into my lap. So I started doing things that made me uncomfortable. I truly believe that is the only way to grow.
Some of the things I started to do was start my blog. That is something I have always wanted to do. I dream about being a famous blogger that works from home and spreads love and happiness. Also, I started my Arbonne business. I always prayed for more money. I know that sounds so selfish, but it is true. One of my dreams is to be able to purchase things and not worry about it, also I want to be able to be generous with my money.
Thoughts on Life
This is gonna get deep for a second, but I feel like if I die and I haven’t helped anyone I will fill unfulfilled. I want to live my best life in order to help other people. It is what truly sets my soul on fire.
I do have a problem sometimes. I am a person that becomes very obsessive over things, but then one day I just won’t be into it anymore. In the past couple months when I have been working hard on the blog and my Arbonne business it has been hard. Not gonna lie I have thought about giving it up, and just getting a normal job while I go to school, but I don’t want that at all.
Part of me gets in a mood sometimes where I don’t want to even go to school. But for the time being I think I am going to go to school and just try it.
Also, I feel as though I am at a standstill with this blog. I keep up with posts and everything, but my traffic seems to be at a standstill. I need to keep on working on ways to grow it. If you haven’t noticed I started selling bracelets on here, but I don’t even know if I am going to keep up with that. I really want to start selling something on here to get a source of passive income going, but I am not sure what I want that to be yet.
Should I keep selling the bracelets, or just try to figure something else out? I would really like to write an ebook but I don’t even know what I would write about. I guess I will just keep praying on it or just trying to attract ideas lol. That probably sounds so weird, but seriously if you don’t know what the law of attraction is stop reading and go check it out right now.
I honestly feel so much better after typing this all out. If you guys are going through a rough patch, or just don’t know what your life is doing, trust that it will get better. Just try to think positive, and it really does help to write down all your thoughts.
Thanks for reading, hope you guys are having a great day. I will be back with another post tomorrow. 🙂
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